Try to tell me my worth And I’ll keep passing through. Held by the gravity of earth, But not caught in its monsoon.
But every now and again My head sinks to sand Beaten and left to dry By the water and the sky. Built up into tiny castles And then swiftly razed By thoughtless waves. Kicked and thoroughly sullied. Taunted by sea-gullies. Dear Jesus, I need far more than I know how to ask for. Joy beyond the sky where I can breathe without air.
I’ll hide my face above the atmosphere. Where You and I can disappear. And draw me back from the dust When this planet gets between us.
Fear. At the depths of me, That’s what kept me Immobilized Terrorized Fear of losing. Fear of loosing the floods of your disapproval. Because maybe you’re right And I am wrong. So I stayed quiet for too long. And boiled deep inside pains I tried to hide. And erupted unfairly Unexpected and unkindly. I’m sorry. What’s wrong with me? I’m sorry.
Tell me about the sunrise. Heart pounding, not breathing. Describe the colors of the skies. Peach, pale green, indigo, steel blue. Be amazed and let wonder soothe. Tell me about that one time, that story I never knew. Where you lived, How you loved, and you ran. How I’d love to see you run, and when the day is done, Tell me again about the colors by the sun.
You love when I’m hurting
How I look at You
When my soul is yearning
How I look at You
And I am delighted by Your Presence
Fulfilled in Your Presence
Even when the pain is still present
I will look at You
And when I do
Your smile down on me
Your heart bursts to hear me sing
The fullness of my every feeling
And You delight in and You love me
And I delight in and I love You
I am amazed by You
My gaze is for You
And You dance around me
A whirlwind around me
Together in the Throne Room
My Bride Groom, My King